Yes, I know I said I was locking it. I really want to in many ways. I guess having things that I knew but didn't want to think of said to me made me feel the need to cover myself. As if I was running naked around the net and had been told to put on a towel. Just the idea of a current student reading is scary. And not always knowing who is reading - current student, collegue - essentially someone who knows me. Well, that's kind of scary.

Yet, I chose to set up this diary and post in this medium. I chose to make this on the web, not just a notepad file. I chose and still choose not to put much about me personally in here - I edit and don't include things, I have gone back and deleted parts of entries. I keep myself safe that way.

So I don't know. I like the community I am in. But I am scared. Go figure - after 200+ entries I start thinking of all of this.

Sorry to be such a drama queen about this all. More later.

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